She
was smart, tart
Dry
as a martini—
Ah,
but underneath…
She
was all heart
Something
by Puccini—
Ah,
but underneath...
Follies - Original London Cast, Stephen Sondheim
Julia
McKenzie, dressed in a white silk dress, walked slowly to the centre of the
stage, dry-ice swirling around her feet, and picked out by a single spotlight.
Then she stopped, looked off into the middle distance, and began to sing “Losing My Mind”. She stopped the
show.
It
was 1987 and I was sitting in the audience at the Shaftsbury Theatre, London,
watching Follies, my first West End musical. I had heard so much about
this musical, about the A-list cast taking to the stage in it, I had already
bought myself the cast recording of it before seeing it. “Losing My Mind” was a torch-song
about unrequited love, but listening to that album I had no idea of the power
of that song. Sitting there in the theatre, that song hit me face-on, and it
stopped the show. I could feel other people around me reacting in the same way.
Now,
Julia McKenzie is a very fine actor, with a wonderful singing voice, but it
wasn’t just her performance of that song, it was her performance that whole
evening. We had seen how her character was deluding herself, chasing after a
lost love from twenty years before and denying the problems in her marriage. When
we reached the part of the musical where she sang “Losing My Mind” near the end of the second act, we knew this
woman and we felt so sorry for her; we were swept up in the real nature of the
song because we were hearing it in context.
My
mother always loved musicals but she loved the big, Hollywood, romantic
musicals. The musicals where the action would stop for its great love songs and
it always had a happy ending where the star-crossed lovers found happiness
together. I hate those musicals, especially the unrealistic nature of them
where the action stops for another song. Growing up, I was sure I didn’t like
musicals; well, I didn’t like the ones I had been exposed to.
As
a teenager I discovered the television show The South
Bank Show. This was a weekly arts show, broadcast on a Sunday night. Unlike
most arts shows then, it wasn’t a magazine show, filled with short segments
about different and often unrelated subjects; The Show Bank Show would
dedicate the whole show to one subject, one writer, one artist, one film, or one
play. One Sunday night in 1980, it was about the musical Sweeney Todd,
which was soon to premier in London. I watched it in amazement. The musical was
about multiple murders and cannibalism, not your usual musical fare. (It was
based on the London legend of Sweeney Todd, the barber who slit the throats of
his customers, and his sidekick Mrs Lovett, who cut up those bodies and cooked
them into meat pies.) But it was more than just a musical horror story; the
songs examined the nature of revenge and the destruction of a man’s mental
health. I was fascinated and I’d discovered my first musical hero, Stephen
Sondheim.
Three
years later, a touring production of Sweeney Todd came to Manchester; I was
still living with my parents in Liverpool. I persuaded my parents to take me to
a matinee performance. I was a teenager and learning how to “persuade” my
parents to let me do what I wanted to do. It was a musical and that was enough
to appeal to my mother, and my father went along with it because my mother
wanted to. My mother, though, after the curtain rose and the songs began, rapidly
disapproved of it, and she could disapprove with a force like thunder. The last
song of the first act is called “A
Little Priest” and is a comic song about cannibalism. My mother was
audibly huffling throughout it. During the interval, my mother announced,
“Tommy, this isn’t what I call a musical!”
My
father replied, “But it’s very interesting, dear, and those actors are taking
good parts.” We stayed for the second act.
The
atmosphere in the car on our journey home that day was tense. My mother
silently oozed disapproval; it had not been her idea of an afternoon spent at
the theatre, especially as the second act seemed drenched in murder and
madness. I sat in the car’s backseat silently because I had been swept away by
what I had seen. It had been a fast-paced plot with a cast of not-so-lovable
characters, but it had also discussed some big themes like the nature of
revenge, how destructive it can be, and how it doesn’t give you justice or
peace. This was what drama could be about.
I
had to wait until I’d left home and moved to London to see my next Sondheim
musical, Follies. This was a very different musical, about the 1970s reunion
of the Follies Girls, showgirls from a 1950s musical extravaganza. This musical
was about relationships, nostalgia and how we can fool ourselves with both,
plus it didn’t have a neatly happy ending. It showed me how fantasy can be used
so effectively in drama, where the characters can step forward and tell the
audience what their problems are, in this case with four very different and
very original Follies numbers. “Losing
My Mind” is one of these numbers.
Since
then, I’ve had the opportunity to see theatrical productions of all his
musicals; some have been memorably good, some have been easily forgotten.
Sondheim’s musicals do demand so much from actors and production, they are not
easily staged in a room above a pub with mediocre actors. Living in London, I
have been fortunate to have been able to see some amazing theatrical
productions, and so many of them have been Sondheim’s musicals.
What
Sondheim’s musicals do, which I found revolutionary when I first saw them, is
that his songs still carry the plot forward. In one of his musicals, the plot
does not stop for a song; instead the songs are so important to the plot,
moving characters and plot forward. His lyrics also capture the characters’ speech
patterns; you can hear their dialog in the lyrics of the songs they sing. The
meaning of the emotions in his songs deepens when you hear them in context,
when you have spent an evening with the characters who are singing them, when
you know who they are and why they are singing that song.
Sondheim’s
most famous song is “Send in the Clowns”.
It is always sung as a romantic song, a love song, but in the musical it is
something very different. In A Little Night Music, it is sung by the
character Desiree who has spent the musical chasing after Fredrik, an old lover
who she thinks will make the perfect husband and father for her teenage
daughter. In the second act, she finally gets Fredrik alone in her boudoir and
he tells her he really loves his wife. She sings “Send in the Clowns” as her reply. The song is an “oh shit” song.
She has finally got Fredrik where she wants him, but he doesn’t want her and
she realises she really doesn’t want him. It is such a human and awkward
moment, but you do not get that if you only hear the song out of context.
It
was a great joy introducing Martin, my husband, to Sondheim’s musicals. I had
worried at first that he wouldn’t like them, that he would see them just as
camp froth, as so many people claim them are. Fortunately, he saw in them what
I do, he too enjoys the plots and characters that are carried along by Sondheim’s
sharply lyrical songs, what he also enjoys are their plots. None of Sondheim’s
musicals could be described as having “conventional” plots, no two of his musicals
even have similar plots, but they always have fascinating plots, even if the
plot does not hit the mark, like in Anyone Can Whistle.
When
I first moved to London, the first gay men I met happily told me that Sondheim
was gay, he was one of us. At first it was reassuring; such a genius like
Sondheim was also gay. I found comfort in those famous and intelligent and
creative men who were also gay. Later, I came to realise, as I read more about
Sondheim and his life, that him being gay was one part of the outsider that he
was and that his outsider-ness, not being at the heart of any of the societies
he belonged to, made him such a talented composer and songwriter. He was
looking in from the sidelines, not celebrating from the centre, and so could
comment on all he saw, good and bad. I have found that in myself, so much of my
writing is me looking in at something I didn’t fully belong to.
On
the 26th November 2021, Stephen Sondheim died. He was at home with
his husband when he did.
He has been called a titan of musical theatre and he certainly did reinvent the
musical form. But I fear that we won’t get another Sondheim. He made his songs
an integral part of the musical’s plot, but musicals have changed so much in
the last thirty years. They now cost hundreds of thousands of pounds to stage
and MUST be a hit. So we get lots of revivals and jukebox musicals, musicals
based on the back catalogue of a famous singer or group or musicals based on
famous eighties blockbuster films, which use eighties pop hits as their songs.
Musicals with a big and ready audience before they even open, musicals that
guarantee a happy ending. Unfortunately, I do not see any space for new
composers and songwriters who are trying to do something different, like
Sondheim. But there is always fringe theatre.
With
his death, I have lost the hope that maybe there could be a new Sondheim
musical somewhere in the pipeline. He was not the most prolific of composers
but always produced quality over quantity.
I
do have the hope of more productions of his work. In 2017, the National Theatre
staged a production of Follies. They got every element of it right; the
casting, staging, orchestration and direction were so right that they generated
a perfect production and we got to see it. It is a memory I will happily never
forget.
Drew